Fear and uncertainty cloud every decision – Part 3
2/12/2007 California, USA Daniel Borenstein ContraCosta Times (www.contracostatimes.com) (Note: this is the third of a four part series) Setting the boundaries for the next phase of my cancer therapy was all about balancing long-term risk -- weighing the chances of the disease recurring against the permanent side effects of extra radiation. No matter which way I went, there was no certainty. The data were sketchy and the doctors disagreed on the best option. They had one consistent message: I needed to pick my path. As one doctor put it: "Ultimately, you have to decide. You have to do what feels most comfortable to you." I didn't think I would ever feel comfortable with the decision. I felt totally unqualified to make it. For guidance, I visited physicians in the East Bay, as well as the UC San Francisco medical school and the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute in Boston. The East Coast doctors endorsed the cutting-edge chemotherapy I had received. That was something I needed to hear after a UCSF doctor suggested it had been a waste of time. It enabled me to put that issue behind me and move on to the big decision: Whether to irradiate one or both sides of my head and neck, and whether to include the nasal passages above my palate. I had what was broadly called head-and-neck cancer, usually found in smokers or heavy drinkers. I was never much of a drinker, and none of the doctors thought that my teenage smoking for less than [...]