The Dangers of Denial
2/7/2008 web-based article Larry Hamburg newsweek.com As a dentist, I always encouraged my patients to take their health seriously. So why did I keep ignoring that lump in my neck? I'm a dentist with oral cancer. Even worse, I'm a dentist who ignored his oral cancer. In spite of playing tennis every Tuesday with a physician friend, having many patients who are doctors and staff members who could have checked a bulge in my neck, I ignored it. I don't know why I didn't act sooner. After all, I'm a doctor, and I have always told my patients to take their health seriously. But I guess I'm human first. You see, I had missed just one day of work in 24 years of dentistry and, like my dentist-father before me, I never thought there could be anything wrong with me. Somewhere inside I must have thought I could be immune from the very disease I try to help patients prevent. But reality started to hit me in December 2006. One morning, dressing for work, I went to button my shirt before putting on my tie. The collar was tight. I assumed I was getting fatter, or older, or possibly both. But upon further examination I noticed a swollen gland to the right of my Adam's apple. I was fighting an infection, I thought. I ignored it-for six months. One day I asked my hygienist to check my neck. She suggested I have a doctor look at it right away. I [...]